The summer is going good, my husbands neck surgery went well. And the kids are have a ton of fun. Thursday was NOT fun. We were eatting dinner when my husband started falling asleep. Or so I thought. He became unresponcive, shacking, drulling, and swelting. I finall ycall an ambulance.  When they arrived, he did'nt have a pulse. It came back fast, but he did'nt come out of it until 3: 30 the next morning in the hospital. They think he had a ceigure. The kids and I where tarrified. The Doctor said that he most likely had a bad fentanl patch and got the whole 75mlgs in one day. That was broght this on. We are now looking into how we can get him off this nasty patch as soon as we can. I am not ready to be a widow. And the kids really need thier Dad.

He keeps saying that he does'nt rememberanything except sitting down to eat. He also remeber that dinner was good. The next thing he remembers is waking up in the hospital.

he does'nt like the idea that that is what death is like. I told him that he was just knowcking on the door, hwe did'nt open it. That is why he does'nt remember anything. I'm not sure if it makes him feel any better, but I'm tring.

Hope all is well with all of you. And that you're all enjoying the summer. It's going way to fast. I will try to keep everyone up to date as to what will happen from here on out

Blessed be Marni